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Feeling an Idea

Feeling an Idea

Nov 11, 2024  |  297 words  |  General Interest  

Last night my dream had an unusual quality that will be difficult to describe.  Whenever anyone said or did something in this dream it would register with me in the usual way, but then it would reverberate, for lack of a better way of saying it.  I literally felt the ramification of the behavior or the comment just made.  The sensation was that of fully understanding the other person:  what they really meant, and why they did or said what they did.  I had a deep visceral sense of understanding the full context of everything around me.

I cannot stress enough that this was a visceral experience.  It unfolded rather slowly.  I was conscious of what was happening and remember wanting to continue, anticipating the next exchange or encounter.  I felt no ill will, felt no frustration with anyone or anything.  There was a sense of perfect resolution at every turn.  The empathy with my surroundings was overwhelming.  I remember thinking this might be a form of epiphany or enlightenment.  Or maybe what might be described as a visitation, or perhaps even an hallucination.  

Along those lines I remember thinking during the dream if this affect is a by-product of psychotropic drugs, I see the appeal.  Whatever subject my mind turned to, apart from any sort of encounter with another person, I remember feeling a rush of insight.  I remember not wanting to wake up, wanting to keep dreaming, to keep feeling ideas in this special, sort of 3-D way.

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This description is not doing my dream justice.  I am having trouble capturing the experience in words.  In the end it is not naming the thing that matters, only being able to feel ideas in this unique way.  Even if I was asleep when it happened.

Robert J. Cavanaugh, Jr.

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Really Crazed, Mildly Crazed, Hardly Crazed at All

Really Crazed, Mildly Crazed, Hardly Crazed at All

Nov 8, 2024  |  55 words  |  General Interest  

Really Crazed, Mildly Crazed, Hardly Crazed at All:  For those with an anxious disposition these are emotional settings experienced most frequently during the course of a typical day.  

When looking for a life partner such folks should seek out an individual who is much more even-keeled, who rarely gets crazed at all.

Robert J. Cavanaugh, Jr.

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Astrology and Free Will

Astrology and Free Will

May 2, 2022 | 629 words | Philosophy, Psychology

Astrology doesn’t have many defenders these days, and with good reason.  The idea of a horoscope that can predict your future based on the month you were born and your “sun sign” is more than a little far-fetched.  The very thought strikes most reasonable people as silly, and a complete waste of time.

What’s more, passively giving one’s future over to the fates seems to violate the concept of self-determination and free will that most intelligent, rational people hold in high esteem.  As the poet tells us, “The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves, that we are underlings.”

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There are a couple of things wrong with this common dismissal of the superficial, sun-sign version of Astrology.  For starters, it fails to take the other planets (and the Earth’s moon), and their placement at the time of a person’s birth, into account.  It also makes no reckoning of the twelve houses that comprise each person’s “chart” at the time of their birth.

By way of example, just staying with the simplistic sun-sign version of Astrology, a person with their Sun in Virgo in the eighth house has quite a different outlook on life than another person whose Sun is also in Virgo, but in the third house.

But as I say this simplistic sun-sign version doesn’t begin to take into account the other planets and what signs they’re in, and in which house they appear.  It is the relationship between all these planets and signs and houses at the time of one’s birth that can provide valuable insight into one’s essential nature.

That’s all Astrology has even been to me:  not so much a predictor of future events, but a window into one’s soul.  It’s about understanding one’s predispositions and tendencies.  These are the things we come into this world with.  They are hard-wired into our DNA.

But it requires a skilled practitioner to conduct such an analysis and provide such insight.  There are books that can tell you what this planet in this sign in this house may indicate.  But it takes a wise man or woman to integrate all that information and yield an insightful portrait of a given individual.

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Needless to say, such skilled practitioners are few and far between.  I was lucky enough to bump into such a person early in my twenties.  

The gentleman in question was once a concert pianist who gave up the stage due to debilitating asthma.  By the time I encountered him during my one-and-only year of college, he was well into his second career as a French professor.  I had him for two semesters.  He got a kick out of my little essays in beginner’s French and gave me good grades.  After I dropped out of school we kept in touch, and eventually he “did my chart.”  In discussing its many placements and conjunctions and oppositions over the course of a few meetings, he did note a couple of bright spots.  But mostly he told me a lot of things about my emotional/psychological make-up that were hard to hear.

And that’s the thing about Astrology.  Like any worthwhile system of character analysis, it’s not just a matter of basking in the glow of one’s particular strengths.  Or gaining permission to sort of give in and accept one’s less-than-ideal predispositions and tendencies.  Knowing oneself should extend to using that knowledge in an attempt to improve upon certain less-than-favorable aspects of one’s character and personality, in the hope of becoming a better person.

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Freud, Jung, Abraham Maslow, Fritz Perls – these are all people who tried to map out human consciousness and discern the complexities of the intellect and emotions.  In-depth Astrology, in the right hands, can be another such detailed map of consciousness.

Robert J. Cavanaugh, Jr

May 2, 2022

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